January 9, 2015

  • This was written on Jan 1st 2015, AKA New Year's Day!

    Happy New Year! Happy 2015! It's officially been a decade since 2005, the first best year of my life. The second was 2012. Anywho. Last night was awesome! I seemed to be the bell of the ball at the NYE party. I don't want to sound conceited, but this is MY story and I'm not writing it with the intent of anyone else seeing it, so I might as well tell it like it is. And the way it is, is that I am a bad ass. Everyone was staring at me, talking to me, asking me where I got my outfit, taking pictures of me, asking to take pictures with me, telling me I'm gorgeous, telling me I rocked the Karaoke mic, swooning over Cora, trying to get me to sing karaoke with them, getting me drinks, asking about Austin, trying to get my life story… I truly felt like the most popular kid in class. Scratch that, the most popular kid in all of school. Everyone remembered me, even though I had forgotten like half of them. It was a really wonderful night. At midnight I was on the phone with Carlton while we all counted down to 2015. The night was a blur of fun, I can remember everything I did, but just not in the exact order that it actually happened. I got a nice little buzz, but I didn't really get drunk at all. Mostly because I was smoking weed for the most part. Terry picked me up to take me to the party with him and his brother (or maybe cousin? I forget) and he gave me a Klonopin on the way over. So that was really nice. I mostly hung out with Terry, Chris, and a girl named Ashlee whom I remembered from the Halloween party. We took a bunch of pictures that I hope she put on Instagram, because none of them were on my phone. I have had people sending me pictures of me from last night, but I did not get a single picture on my phone personally. Guess I don't need to when I have other people wanting to take my picture for me! Honestly I really did feel like a celebrity. It was such a great feeling and such a great night. Me and Terry did karaoke to Love The Way You Lie, and of course I made him do Rihanna's part and I did Eminem's part. Everyone ATE THAT SHIT UP. They seriously elevated me from bell of the ball to life of the party right then and there. I kept catching girls looking me up and down like they were envious, can't blame 'em, hell even I am envious of my awesomeness! And all the guys flocked to me like a heard of sheep… Idk if that even makes sense? But you get the gist. There wasn't a single dull moment. And we left just at the right time before the party died, but after the peak was over. There were fireworks in the front yard, they went all out with the huge sky-explosion ones, whatever those are called. They were beautiful. And we all got Sparklers. In fact I even still have one and a half Sparklers that I swiped from last night left in my purse… I figured I'd save 'em for a rainy day. Which actually now that I think about it, would be pointless. Unless I play "Set Fire To The Rain" while I do it. In that case, Sparklers in the rain is a wonderfully ironic idea. Some girls who I can't remember their names wanted me to sing Spice Girls karaoke with them which of course I did. I took shots with a bunch of people at the bar, got invited to drink up a lot of Miller Lites from the host of the party's personal stash, I played pool with Terry as my partner and we won all because of the one ball I hit in, haha that's not really why we won, but it helped! Cora was passed around a lot. Terry and I took a weed-smoking break in his car in the middle of the party and Ashlee and her friend came up to the car and asked if they could come in and sit with us cause it was so cold outside. We said of course and when they got in, she asked if we were smoking weed and when we offered them some, her friend said no but Ashlee said sure and then I had to show her how to hit my Sneak A Toke, lol it was cute. We took lots of pictures by the fire in the front yard with our Happy New Year tiaras on. That's just the quick summary of an amazing night to remember. I got home from the party and Darin came over to hang out for a bit in the office with me on his way home from the party he had gone to. I smoked a little more and then he bounced and I went upstairs and passed the fuck out. It was a good night.

    Today Nana cooked us a nice New Years dinner of Ham, black eyed peas, and mashed potatoes. It was delicious. Then we just had a nice relaxing day. I really hope this year turns out to be anything like the way it began. This was definitely a New Years to go down in history. I hope this year will be the same. I would SO love to have a good year again for once. I would do anything.