October 25, 2014

  • I wish for more wishes

    I wish this tea could be enough again.
    I wish this me could be tough again.
    I wish this life wasn't so damn riddled with vices.
    I wish I could write without drugs.
    I wish I could be who I was.
    I wish I could live in the past.
    I wish the real things would last.
    I wish Papa and Uncle Ben were here.
    I wish I wasn't always living in fear.
    I wish I could look in the mirror,
    and see me staring back.
    But I can't.