June 3, 2014

  • Troubles and Worries of the Moment

    1. I missed my court date this morning, can't get through on the phone - can't even leave a message; I haven't talked to my probation officer yet, though I was supposed to three weeks ago - been calling daily, she won't call back; and if I was to be assigned a drug test anytime within the next month, they'd award me a metal for the amount of things I'd come up positive for... In all legal senses, I am a sitting duck just waiting to be plucked up and hauled back off to jail any second now. They have my address, and have been known to show up at random for these type of matters. And since it's a felony offense, the only way out is either to do the time, or flee the COUNTRY... In other words; I'm looking into lawyers right now. But I'm probably fucked. And this really isn't my fault either. I've jumped through every stupid hoop of theirs that was able to be jumped through, and the ones that I wasn't able to jump through, I TRIED many times. But they don't care about that, so I'm screwed because they dropped the ball. Like everyone else in the world. They only care about themselves. Fuck freedom. Fuck justice. Fuck liberty. Viva-La Doughnuts, and patronizing people.

    2. Carlton's family. [See last post for further rant]

    3. No money

    4. No car

    5. Bikes are probably stolen

    6. Community service time is running out

    6 1/2. Pompous jackass roommate

    7. No phone

    8. No friends

    9. No computer

    10. No job

    11. No help